To make the first step..it always the hardest....

to be a better person,it is just another unrelevant choice i've made...why is it unrelevant?becoz it is always the hardest step of all..to make the first step..n live n stay to walk the new path all the time...

2009 have passed by,living so much memory of my unknown journey in this world..being livin behind n hav to walk this path alone is just another circumstances i have to chose n now to continue living with what i have now every single time...n with all the things that left now...i have to walk on from here to my destinantion alone n with so much hope that i seeked for a long the way...

haha...it is just another dilemma of my own true deep self that i want to endure and overcome....

alhamdulillah..2010..will bring a new path to me..that if i take that path,i will find a much more better destination..insya allah...